As Max said, with all of my cousins, aunts, uncles and grandparents who have served
missions, I have been able to go to plenty of farewells and homecomings. There is nothing that
touches me more than these meetings. The times that I feel the spirit closest to me is when I
hear all of my amazing family and friends share their missionary experiences. Thank you to all of
you for influencing me to serve with your testimonies and examples.
The conference talks that have always stuck out to me have been the ones regarding
missionary work. Conversion stories have always drawn me in. There is something about me that
cannot get enough of missionary work. I am also so grateful for the age change because now I
am able to serve a mission 2 years earlier than I would have. Yet, even though I want to serve and I have a strong testimony of Christ and the gospel, I
have always had very little confidence in myself and struggled with opening my mouth.
Thoughts or experiences I have had will come into my mind, but I am afraid to share them. I
have a strong testimony but am scared to open up. My mom was the exact same way before her
mission, and as she puts it, her mission “cured” her of that. If she wanted to do the Lord’s work,
she was going to have to speak up.
In conference a while ago Elder Uchtdorf read a quote that
said “Preach the gospel at all times, and if necessary, use words.” I immediately fell in love with
the quote and have had it hanging in my room ever since. I think the reason that I love this
quote so much is because I was excited about not having to use words to share the gospel. But,
even the quote admits that at times it is necessary to speak your testimony, not just show it. I was expressing this concern to of friend of mine the other day and he shared this scripture with
me; Doctrine and Covenants 100:4-8 “Therefore, I, the Lord, have suffered you to come unto this
place; for thus it was expedient in me for the salvation of souls. Therefore, verily I say unto you,
lift up your voices unto this people; speak the thoughts that I shall put into your hearts, and you
shall not be confounded before men. For it shall be given you in the very hour, yea, in the very
moment, what ye shall say. But a commandment I give unto you, that ye shall declare
whatsoever thing ye declare in my name, in solemnity of heart, in the spirit of meekness, in all
things. And I give unto you a promise, that inasmuch as ye do this the Holy Ghost shall be shed
forth in bearing record unto all things whatsoever ye shall say.” Wowza! What an amazing
promise! The Lord will help me know what to say, and if I do it in a dignified, gentle and
respectful way, the Holy Ghost will bear record of it. I cannot think of more comforting
knowledge than this for a future missionary.
Another thought that I found comforting was shared in my singles ward a while back.
They read a quote that said “knowledge of God is memory of God”. Missionary work is
reminding people of something they already had knowledge of. Missionaries are not out trying
to save people, they are simply there to remind those of what they have forgotten. Since I
struggle with my confidence, it takes a little pressure off me knowing this. I am not the teacher
who is teaching brand new information to the class, I am the one who does the quick review
before they take the test. I am grateful to know these things as I leave in a few days.
And, I am very grateful for the opportunity to speak on fathers day. I would like to thank
my dad and tell him that I love him. Thank you for supporting me in something that I believe.
My dad is the type of person that if I tell him I think a certain recipe sounds good, the next time I am at his house he has it made for me. When my dad asks if I need anything for my mission and
I say a short sleeve shirt, I will go home with about 4 or 5. My dad knows my personality very
well and is always able to choose a movie that will touch me and make me cry. I love you Dad.
I would also like to give a shoutout to all of the other father figures in my life. First off, Grandpa Mangum. Thank you for being a great example to me and for all of
your advice throughout the years. I love going to visit you and Grandma because I always know
that you will teach me a valuable life lesson and tell me how much you love me. Thank you for
all of your birthday spankings, teasing and your strong testimony. G-Pa Danielson. Thank you for all of your faith and courage. Thank you for joining this
church and changing our family’s lives. Thank you for coming to every single one of my
basketball and volleyball games, for being my number one fan. Thank you for being an example
to me of a worthy priesthood holder and for your firm testimony. I am going to miss our ping
pong wars, playing golf and all of our other games for 18 months. I am so blessed to have you
as a Grandpa.
Shoutout to the Dave’s in my life, my old neighbors. Dave Feitz- Thank you for always
challenging me to a game of horse, for making us your delicious general conference french fries
and being one of my greatest friends. Dave Creer- Thank you for inviting me to watch Jazz
games with you and for making me feel like part of your family. Thank you to our home teachers Brother Taylor and Brother Gross. I love your lessons and
am very grateful for your strong examples as well as everything you do for me and my family. Thank you to the best primary teacher of all time, Keith Harrison. You never know how
much you can touch someone and for some reason you touched me. I can still remember the
stories you shared during class and am forever grateful for the love you showed me. You will
always and forever be my favorite primary teacher.
I have 8 uncles on my Dad’s side and could not be more blessed to be surrounded by so
many good influences. Kurt, Lyle, Kevin, Bart, Tom, Kim, Dave and Brad. Thank you for letting
your witnesses and testimonies shine. Shoutout to my uncles on my mom’s side Bill, David and Eli. Even though none of them
can be here, I want to thank them for all of their love, kindness and all the fun memories we
have together. I want to thank Brother Esplin for his amazing example. I am so grateful that you were
my sunday school teacher and for the inspired thoughts that you shared. Although you may not
know it, you had such an impact on my life. You made me feel so comfortable and welcome in
this ward. Thank you to all of my bishops. You have gotten my family through some rough times. I
will always be grateful for the advice and guidance you have given to me. I am so grateful that I have been able to work at Day’s Market and see so many of the
ward members during my shifts. Especially the men who shared mission experiences with me.
Thank you for all of your compliments and kind words. I cannot tell you how much they meant
to me and brightened my day.
I am sorry for the super long list, but, I wanted to thank all of these influences in my life. I
can only imagine what these men were like as missionaries and pray that I will be like them. I hope that I can take all of the qualities, the testimonies, the love that I have felt from all of you,
and use it to better myself and make the most of the next 18 months.
Lastly, I would like to thank my Father in Heaven. I am one of the worst decision makers
that there is. I am on the verge of tears anytime a simple decision has to be made, whether it is
where to go to dinner or what time get up in the morning. And yet, the easiest decision I have
ever made has been to serve a mission. There is not a doubt in my mind that I am doing what I
am suppose to. I am so grateful for my Heavenly Father and for the opportunity that he has
given me to go to Baltimore Maryland. I am excited to be a instrument in his hands and to help
remind the people of their Heavenly Father’s plan for us. The joy that this gospel has brought to
my life is immeasurable, and I can’t wait to play a small part in bringing that incredible
happiness to others. I am also excited for the journey I am about to take in refining, bettering
and bringing myself as close to my Father in Heaven as I can. I know that Joseph Smith saw God
the Father and his son, and that he restored the true gospel onto the earth. I know the Book of
Mormon is the word of God and that it can answer any question, that it can bring comfort
through any trial and that if we follow its teachings it will help us return to live with our
Heavenly Father. I love all of you and will see you in 18 months.
I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.